Bryan

So I've deleted a few entries...Yea whatever....I have an interview this Saturday.....

So like always it's always best if I don't say anything all...I seriously think that this is unfair because I'm getting cruxified for something in which I had no idea what was going on in the first place....But I don't know what I was expecting to get out of this....it's really urking me....But shit happens...It may not be the way that I want it but there's no control over that....

Anyways I just woke up from a really hard nap....The kind of nap where you don't know what's going on or where you're at....It's reallll nice...But yesterday was fun....I woke up round 8 o' clock or so...I watched Kaiju Big Battel...I fucking love that...It's like wrestling but better cuz it's so weird....Anways after I get done watching that I feel asleep back on the couch and didn't wake up till 1:30....laid around and played my DS....The best thing I've ever bought....Evan told me that he was gonna pick me up round 2 or so...So I waited a bit more and he still didn't...So like around like 4 I call him up and he said that he forgot...(-.-)....anways about a half an hour later he stops by and we head to New Age Arcade....Man I wanna go back there one of these days...That place was fucking nice....Anyways we hang out there and I play Animal Crossing DS (If you haven't figured it out yet I'm a geek)...But anyways we leave again to head to Best Buy...He wanted to get BLACK but after much debate (and a message from jesus) he didn't get anyting....So we head back to New Age...I inform him that I'm hungry and crave some french fries...And he takes me by this one chick whom he knows (and is interrested in) and it's a japanese/Korean restraunt and Evan orders sushi....I had some of this red stuff that tasted like terakyi beef jerky....It was good...Anyways we pick up this girl who's turning 17 in like 2 months back to new age and watch Survivor Man...and than Ben (I think that's his name)closes his shop and we head to Steak and Shake and I order fries like usual....And we talk....Listen to music...and he draws me a chara pic...Which I thought was really good....And than we decide due to drunk chicks who go to Steak and Shake at 2 o' clock in the morning who are fucking annoying, we decide to leave and we head back to whats-her-name's house...and while we were there all we did was watch her play Fatal Frame...Which half of the time me or Evan was playing because she'd get too freaked out to play...Which granted, it was a freaky game...Than around 3 in the morning her mom informs us that we have to leave...We head back home....and I go to fucking bed b/c I'm tired as hell...And I wake up...Get some taco bell...In which they fucked up my order....Today fucking sucks to no end...


FIN

So yea, yesterday was my b-day...And I have to say I did quite enjoy it....It wasn't the greatest b-day but I mean it did make me feel better about my b-day...So yesterday I woke up around 9 or so....My grandma informed me that she was taking my cousin morgan and her friend antiquing....So I can't go back to sleep b/c I now have the blazing sun beating into my eyes...I decided to get on the comp...It's okay for like the first ten minutes all I'm doing is doing my normal route of checking my mail and my myspace thingy...I see Cait on....Now for the most part nothing is really said between us anymore....And that's what can be said about that...No one says anything to anybody...But I did manage to say something to her...I was trying to figure out what was going on...She informs me that she has no money and when she does that we'll hang out...She also makes it clear that she is now going out with benji....Why do all the people who are the opposite sex when they meet Benjii they fall head over heals for him and than I'm left standing in the rain? Of course she rarily talked to me before the whole fiasco...But anyways yea I talk to Evan after he gets outta work at like 2 and he tells me he's stopping by.....So after 3 hours later he finally get's here and we head to my rents' house....Once we get there we play Guitar hero and War of The Mosters...Than my mom informs that she hasn't made anything....and gives us some money to go get something to eat...I choose Mongolian King and it was a rather good choice...I had sushi for the first time...Which was good...and I'll tell you one thing I cannot eat that much sushi...It's good but doesn't settle well with my stomach...Than after that we go back...Play another session of Guitar Hero..and than we leave like around 10....Evan takes me to this guys house who works down at Best Buy and it's out in the middle of nowhere...Beer Pong......Yea I don't feel like going into details right now...So ta

there's blood everywhere....

I really don't want to go to Lake Michigan...

But I got to see a friend whom I've been neglecting

Well I have to say these past few days have been boring...Of course what do I expect I don't have a job nor a car...But I've been trying to get a hold of Cait.....Well cuz I mean I don't know what's going on...So I call her like 2 days ago and I get her voicemail...I leave a message...I call her back later on the day...She assure's me that she'll give me a call me back one she's on the road to head to Coldwater...So I wait and wait....and wait some more...Finally I figure that she's not going to call....So I call her again to find out what's happened....I get her voicemail....I leave a message and try to scoff it off.....Than like around 8:40 or so I get a call from her but it only rang once and than she hung up....Than I think a few hours ago I get a phone call from Cait again...she ask why I called her...I called her because she didn't return my phone calls....And she harshly tells me not to say anything mean to Jason...Cuz of what happened....I mean that just makes get the feeling that everybody thinks of me as an ass.....Or better yet that I don't think before I say anything...I feel like hanging out with her and clarify a few things....Cuz I feel that she doesn't know who I am....Just what I am....I dunno....

My stomach hurts like hell....It feels like someone is stabbing it from the inside...I've felt like this everytime I eat something....I should probably go see a doctor...Probably.....I completely forgot it's valentine's day.....whatever it's nothing special anyways....I could care less about it....Hopefully my birthday won't suck

Okay so both me and another person have come to the conclusion that when someone say's that they'll call you back or call you later....It means that they're not calling at all....I really wish someone would be consistant with me....But whatever it's not like I can say anything

Well I have the world's worst migrane ever...It got to the point to where I was seeing double and throwing up....Much fun.....But yea hopefully I'm not sick on my birthday...Oh wait I'm not doing anything on my birthday so why should it matter.....It's just another day....God that sucks

It's official I'm never leaving the house ever again.....

I figured I'd give it a shot....But I'm led with dissappointment
Oh yea and I hate myself even more.....

6 months of being a vegetarian....Hoorah -.-